Adenosine’s blog

We are going to be leaving for the bay area on Saturday. hopefully around 6pm. Only because I kinda would like a decent nights sleep. Im so excited. We got some disposable tippy cups, a smaller stroller and a new diaper bag to carry some of Aidens toys. There is so much I want to do but the only problem is that I wear out fast.Which isnt a good thing. I went to walmart last night and was so tired after 20 mins. Not sure what to do about that. Maybe I'll sleep better up there so I'll feel more rested. Plus I plan on taking more naps.

My vacation is starting to look iffy. I got a response from Rosa saying that I wouldnt have vacation time till August first. I was so mad. I went upstairs and spoke to her. Im going to use the 3 personal days. They are going to see what they can do for me with the last 2 days. Since I wont have anything to cover it. Ive accumulated 33 vacation hours but they are not availble to me till I reach 40. I think that is so stupid. I told them I had already spoke to Jeanette and she had told me it was availble to me and not to worry. So I have given the go ahead on the vacation. So I guess no matter what Im leaving for Vacation. I need my family. I miss my mom and im excited about seeing what she has done to the house. Plus her home cooking since Im a losey cook. I also miss my dad. despite all the mistakes he has made. I think I will go have indian with my father. It will be nice. Also my sister has moved so I will most likely go visit her. because Im dying to see her new place.

Yesterday we went to the fireworks. It was nice. Aiden liked them a lot. My drive home ended up being eventful. We ended up finding a dog on the side of the road. We put it in the car. Carried my son on my lap in the front. Since my motherinlaws house is only 2 blocks up. It made me so angry that people do not give a shit about anyone but themselves. If some one would of stopped earlier that dog might still be a live. Thousand palms is where we had to take the dog. which is 30 min away. Every min would of helpped the poor thing. We were 5 min too late. the dog died while we sat at the light. I felt like a failer because I wish I could of done more. Every time I try to save an animal it seems like it doesnt make it. I have no faith in people.

Yesterday we went to the fireworks. It was nice. Aiden liked them a lot. My drive home ended up being eventful. We ended up finding a dog on the side of the road. We put it in the car. Carried my son on my lap in the front. Since my motherinlaws house is only 2 blocks up. It made me so angry that people do not give a shit about anyone but themselves. If some one would of stopped earlier that dog might still be a live. Thousand palms is where we had to take the dog. which is 30 min away. Every min would of helpped the poor thing. We were 5 min too late. the dog died while we sat at the light. I felt like a failer because I wish I could of done more. Every time I try to save an animal it seems like it doesnt make it. I have no faith in people.

Yesterday was a tiring day. I went to work for 5 1/2 hr. Came home and tried to rest for a little. Went to the dr appt. Where I had a wonderful drs appt. I was very happy that I have a healthy active baby.

Im going to work tomorrow from 8-2. then make it home by 2:30 so I can be to my drs appt by 3:15. Im so nervous. mostly about the appt.

I always seem to be upset when I think this baby might not make it. I feel ok. Still tired. Chasing after Aiden makes me dizzy. So Ive been taking it easy. The other day was the first time I took some time to clean. Aidens room looks partially ok. I still havent finished it. I moved his crib. It made my tummy hurt. Aiden's room seemed so small before. That is why I moved his crib into the closet. I should just take it apart and put it in the garage till the baby is 3 mths. It I feel so helpless not having the energy right now to do much. Plus Aiden stay up late. So Im usually asleep before him. Which leaves no alone time with geoff. I have drs appt on Thursday. Geoff is going to go with me and then we are going to celebrate our anniversary. We are giong to the Wall for Chinese food. They have good chow fun. Im neverous about my dr appt. I think I really do not have any thing worry about. I think Im feeling the baby moving already. but then again it could all be in my head. My depression seems to be supsiding too. which is good. They hormones have really taken a toll on my brain.

I never seem to get enough sleep now. Aiden insists on sleep with Geoff on I. It is so frustrating. I have a hard enough time getting comfortable. I need a body pillow bad. I have yet been able to find one. It sucks. I wish I had shorter shifts at work right now so I can sleep another hr or so. I worked yesterday so I could make a couple extra bucks.

On a brighter note. im so excited. Im going to be visiting my parents next month. So Im going to do the overtime crunch so I can have a little extra money when Im on vacation.

Went to the doctor today. All they did was fill out my history which is the exact same as the last 2 times I was pregnant. Plus the new nurse was an idiot. Go figure. I was so aggitated to because it was slow. but yet I still waited over 30 min. While they chatted about bull shit. I found out the baby is due Jan 7 2008. So perhaps a new years baby. Who knows. just as long as it isnt a christmas baby. 

Ive been feeling so yuckie lately. It is so exhausting to be pregnant. Ive been trying to eat through out the day so that the nausia stays away. I think Im going to try lemonade next. Since I hate tea and ginger ale. Oh and fatty foods like kfc and wienersnitzel make me so sick. Of course I learned that that hard way. I seem to really like Peanut Butter Jelly and milk. Energy wise I cant seem to find anything to resolve it but to sleep a lot. I hate sleepying. I like doing house stuff.